When things are Too good to be true.

It has been a tough 2 month for both egghead and I as we struggle to keep this relationship sane and happy.
Complications keeps persisting and I could not help but to check on him. I did and I am relieved that I did it.

He cheated on me with his ex-girlfriend Valentina in the Caribbeans. Just kissed but no hanky panky, I was almost numbed from everything when I read the messages cause he made it sound like he did slept with her but he swear on his mothers life that he did not at all.
I want to believe him, I need to trust him but he betrayed my trust so he had to learn to accept that I can't just trust him like I did before.
Although I forgave him but my heart hurts every time when I re-read the message and It makes me think more negative thoughts. Tears has been gone down so many times when he was away and tears just poured out when I actually thought he was alone all this while in the island.

I have to learn to accept this past and I need to be strong for this next 2 weeks. My mind is totally shut out with egghead. I can't seem to focus now after my 9 days back in Penang.
My mind still wants to play and just be close with him for I might lose him one day but my heart needs to get over this exam and not fail any subs anymore.
What love do to you? - Insane.

All I need is you girls to tell me everything will be okay. :/